Nostalgic.
I wish nothing had ever changed.

Saturday, I bought a blackberry. Tuesday I dropped it in the pool. It took me 3 dives and 3 hours with a blow dryer to revive it. It has mutated and formed a new breed of phone. Ladies and gentlemen, let me introduce you to the sharkberry. It will destroy you.

I bought a blackberry. I think I've missed livejournal. But now that I have the internet on my phone, I might just pick it up again. But so so much has changed that I feel like I have too much to catch up on. But I'm alive :)

joined twitter! same screen name as here. w/e w/e.
add me! or let me add you :]

i know its old. i know its not super tech savvy. but its so prettyyy. i bought this old Canon at the pawn shop for $15 yesterday. it makes me happy :] i'm so excited to use it this summer. just to take pictures & have fun. maybe i'll even go out & buy a flash for it. or eventually a new lens.

moved to the top of my list of tattoos i want.



with only a few alterations.

jesus fucking christ i get attacked by those damn fishing bots every time i update. its getting obnoxious.

[i had to google the screen names i was getting IMed with to get an answer. am i the only one that didnt know what was going on?]

we are so cute.
i love him.


i'm watching John Q. this movie is so so sad.

later today, we're going to my moms to pick up the rest of my boxes & to borrow some money. what an eventful day.

oh yeah, & the perez event went well.
sometimes, i love my job a lot :]

i fucking love rob & big.

heart shaped onion.
he's my favorite.

i feel really inspired right now, but i dont know what to do with it.

oh man i miss ryan :[

on a whim yesterday, i went & got my hair cut.
then randomly, we went to sally beauty to make a night of it.


before.
[for the length]


during.
[yes, i went to great clips.]


& after! i couldnt get a picture that really showed the color, so i stopped trying.
its a light orange/red/brown. strawberry something.

i got a new camera cord today because neither racheal or i can find ours. so i've been sitting here editing all of the pictures that have built up on my memory card. next will be a warped post. after that, a huge photo post from our "pool party" [just me, rachael, & bella haha], & the mini tiki party we had on a whim.. & other random pictures. i love photo posts :]

but for now, let me share with you the amazingness that is new kids on the block.
they performed in the rotunda today as a best buy event & it was hilarious/amazing. they suck so bad live holy crap. the back track was louder than them & in the span of the 3 songs they played, they were all completely out of breath from dancing. but pat let me run out there [on the clock] & take a couple of pictures of them at the signing. here is a horrible picture i took with a super zoom with no flash while security was telling me to "move along, now."





i'm really really excited for the graduate/my american heart show on the 20th holy crap. i never go to shows anymore, so i get really excited when one comes around that i love so much.
i'm super tired & work another 8 hour shift tomorrow, so its about time to curl up in my bed. not only did kayleigh quit, but robyn just quit too. i wonder if andy's going hire another person now. but for now, that means lots & lots of hours for anna. i love having money.
NEXT WEEKEND, I AM BUYING MY HAMSTER. he [along with his cage & everything] will cost me about $70. but its worth it to finally have my hubert <3

so. i've been sitting on our porch for the last couple hours, watching weeds on the computer.
i hear someone in the alley trying to start their car. the sound the car makes when the battery is dead & its not going anywhere. it tries a second time, but this time, it keeps going. i look behind me to see if i can tell where its coming from, out of curiosity. nothing. it doesnt stop. after about 30 seconds, i open the porch door & look around. theres smoke & flames in my garage [we dont use the garage. its got my landlords [who is my neighbor] motorcycles & tools in it.
i ran over to ed's house & yelled for him through his back door. no answer, but his car is there. so i ran over to my house, almost calling 911, but used the intercom instead. [we have a handy intercom that goes from our house to ed's, in case we need him] i told him theres a fire in the garage. before i could make it outside, hes running across my lawn into the garage, screaming "FUCK" at the top of his lungs.
i grabbed the hose at his orders, & he puts the fire out. it was his motorcycle in flames. somehow, it tried to start itself? i dont know what happened or what caused it. but the motorcycle caught on fire all alone in the garage after trying to start itself. our garage door was down & i never saw a single person go in there the whole time i've been out hre. he put the fire out & kept screaming "fuck". i went inside & called rachael to tell her what happened. the whole phone conversation, i could hear ed outside on the phone, screaming at the top of his lungs at someone on the phone.
i have noooo idea what just happened, but i'm freaked the fuck out. & definitely do not want to even go near ed in the next day or two. hes terrifying when he's pissed. although, if i hadnt been out here, or even not home at all, the whole motorcycle would have burned, probably taking the garage with it. who knows how long it would have been until someone noticed there was even a fire.
i do want to know how the fuck it happened though.

i really hate people that do this, but i'm about to do a friends cut due to trust/security issuessss. [i hate bothering with the friends filter]
soooo if i delete you, comment this if you think i should add you back.
notttt that this lj is very interesting anyway haha.

whatever it is you think you are
you aren't:
a good friend, unique, well-read
good-looking, or smart
well now you know



its really funny how things turn out.
literally. i had a good laugh.
i'm really glad there is no easy way out for me to take, unlike some people.
i cant wait until you feel the guilt set in & i hope you get help soon :]

photobooth with my nephewwww.
uhh too many pictures. but they all make me lol D:
this is mostly for my own amusement, tbh.
( click for cuteness. duh. )